38 Weeks

i miss my neck

i miss my eyelids and chin

i miss the previous size of the freckles on my face

i miss walking up the stairs without resting

i miss not counting to 3 before i get off the couch

i miss having my girls snuggle up closely on my lap

i miss sitting like an adult and not squirming like a kid

i miss my jeans

i miss advil

i miss undamaged nerves in my back

i miss hugging Ben normally

i miss traveling

i miss seeing my toes

i miss having a clean house

i miss lying on my stomach

i miss gorgonzola and feta

i miss going to the movies

i miss my waist

i miss the gym

i miss doing anything quickly

i miss my sleep

i miss my mind

i miss this little girl and i haven't even met her yet

i'd gladly leave it all behind forever for her